I have a suggestion. Why not get up and "make it happen!" You don't need a handout nor someone who holds the golden ticket to your successful future. All you need is for the power of the Holy Spirit to flow through you, giving you the wisdom necessary for the journey and the favor of God to complete the task.
You possess the power to make things happen, yet the power doesn't belong to you. It's Holy Spirit power and it lives inside you. Jesus did his part when He died and rose from the dead. He then sent the Holy Spirit to live in and empower you for obeying God's will and mission. Now, it's up to you!
You can do it. You have everything it takes for success in Life. The key, using my best football analogy, is for You to realize that you are have been given the play from the sideline and the huddle has been broken. NOW it's time for you to snap the ball and run the play. Nobody can do that for you, except you!